For You, Every Time

To my beloved wife, Norashikin,

Reading your beautiful words has filled my heart with so much warmth and love. You have the incredible ability to put into words the feelings that often escape me, and I'm so grateful you've shared these precious memories and emotions with me.

I want to start by apologizing for taking some time to reply. The past two weeks have been an absolute whirlwind for me, and I'm so sorry that I didn't get a chance to express my heartfelt feelings to you sooner. But as I reflect on the time we've spent together in our short but incredible journey, I realize that the delay only served to make my words more sincere and genuine.

Each moment you shared reminded me not just of the bond we have, but also of the profound journey we’ve embarked on together. From those early days of uncertainty, when I tried to distance myself, to the heartwarming gesture of bringing you sunflowers on your birthday, every incident has contributed to the beautiful tapestry of our love story.

You are right; I never want to feel that fear again—fear for your well-being and safety. You are the most precious person in my life, and I cherish every moment we spend together. The thought of being without you only serves to strengthen my resolve to be the partner you deserve.

I love how you see yourself in sunflowers—bright and beautiful, needing no validation. That resonates deeply with me because you radiate that same beauty in every aspect of your life. Your kindness, generosity, and the way you care for others illuminate my world, and I hope to do the same for you every single day.

I remember our time apart, meeting other people, but the truth is, my heart was always with you. You hold this enchanting magic that draws me back, and I feel so grateful that it led us here. Your ability to make my face light up, even on my darkest days, is a gift I treasure dearly.

Your understanding of love, family, and maturity amazes me. Each day, I am honored to learn and grow alongside you, striving to be a better man for us and for Allah. Thank you for your patience, for the love you show me, and for inspiring me to embrace the kindness that was always within me. 

Let's promise to continue nurturing this beautiful love, learning from each other, and growing together until our last breath. I am utterly thankful for you, my dear Norashikin, and I look forward to our journey ahead as husband and wife.

As I look back on the past two weeks, I'm struck by how perfectly we've fit together. Every moment, every laugh, every tear has been a testament to the love we share. I feel so grateful, so happy, and so in love with you.

Semoga kita sama-sama belajar mencintai satu sama lain setiap hari, menjadi hamba Allah yang sentiasa bersyukur. I love you endlessly. 

Your hesmes husband,  

Syu'ib